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MAIRAH. - ’92 baby. I’m still trying to know myself better every day. I’m taking things slowly.I’ve a quiet nature. I like to keep things to myself and find talking to people somewhat difficult. But I really enjoy being with people I’m comfortable with :D I need to have my own unique personality and I’m working on it, somehow. One day, I might become a tough cookie you shouldn’t look down on! I’m looking forward to a new me, if there ever is.
I can be slow, pessimistic, irrational and fickle-minded. I do have a fair share of good traits too which I'm too shy to share with you. And I spend more on food than on clothes – meeting life’s basic survival.
I’ve interest in cosmetics but I never really showcase it on my face ‘cos I’m too timid. I love lip products and eyeliners. Pretty~ I’ve different types of OCD but nothing serious. I wash myself often. Things must be neatly organised. I’m not a perfectionist. I love tea. I like my facial and hair products organic. I hate buying shoes; it's like looking for a needle in the haystack.
I find joy in singing at home. I love listening to music and I would sing to K-pop songs most of the time. Yes, I’m a K-pop lover. But I prefer watching Korean dramas. The one and only boy group I truly like would be DBSK. Junsu, Yoochun, Jaejoong, Changmin and Yunho, all five of them! They’re awesome. My eternal infatuation~
I don’t blog often but when there are milestones, I’ll try to post them up. I want to cherish at least the prominent memories.
music rave.
Lyrical expression.
01 Oct 2015.09 May 2015.
17 August 2014.
07 February 2014.
27 December 2013.
04 August 2013.
29 June 2013.
Coding/Design: Yours-Tragically
...and I don't own any of the display icons!
Saturday, August 6, 2011 10:45 PM
I'm totally in love with 2NE1's song called 'Ugly'.It's such a painful punch into my face.
And the beats are all awesome~!
Rock on!
[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold thorns inside that patronizing gaze suffocate me
[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
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I'm so thankful to you for yesterday.
I'll remember your kindness and concern.
But I'll also remember the harmless yet hurtful actions you put me through last week.
Well, I'm actually quite surprised that you're still asking me why I was all angsty that day.
You keep bugging me to tell you why.
I'm going to be a stubborn girl and not give you the answer to it.
But maybe over here...
It's because I asked you first and even though it's not entirely your fault... but you should apologise to me that you couldn't do anything about it.
YOU JUST KEPT QUIET ABOUT IT.
I'll just play along and ask you to say sorry one day.